"Oh my goodness..... I mean no disrespect at all..... please
believe me..... but you are really and seriously beautiful! I mean wow..... You
are really pretty and you have a very nice vibe from what I can see. Thanks so
much for sharing gorgeous. Not only are you beautiful inside..... but just as
amazing outside as well. An inspiration."
At 6:39 am, when my eyelids are still drooping and I am still
wondering if an extra 30 minute nap will make me feel better after a sleepless
night, I am welcomed into a new day with these words by Mr Mystery! A couple of
days ago I was thinking that even though I have revamped my old blog, deleting
all the previous posts since there is a monumental change in how I would think
then and how I do now,what should I write in this "new" blog. Being
called "An Inspiration" by someone really made me feel like marking those
words and keeping them close to my heart....because if I can inspire someone
else, how can I disappoint myself? This new change in me has made more mellow
and accepting of things.
I read that "You can
find yourself in an endless loop where you explain that you feel negative
because of the negative behavior of someone else. But if, instead, you take
control of your own emotions and you think an improved thought because it feels
better to do so, you will discover that no matter how the negative trend got started,
you can turn it around."
Well now if doing so makes one feel better, then why not? Some
people's comments or scorns make us feel bad or rather, insecure but if a
stranger's unconditional and simple smile can make you feel better about
yourself even for a minute, then I guess I’ll look at these smiles and ignore
the comments. WHOA! She said I am a bitch. OMG! She said I need a
makeover. But damn, he said I inspire him. Now if I believe both of ‘em, wouldn't
that be contradictory? "People hate me, but damn I inspire some
people!" I find it totally BLAH and weird. So this new CHANGE in me makes
me believe whatever I want to believe. I inspire people!. Well you said it. I
heard it!”Ahh. Actually I hate you.” Excuse me? What? I didn't hear you? Your
voice and your vibe are too low to penetrate my heart.! :D
So from thinking. thinking and thinking a bit more thinking about
irrelevant stuff, and then wasting my time, spoiling my mood and having a lousy
day, I have changed to thinking a bit about worthwhile stuff and acting upon
them and enjoying every moment in real time than just thinking about them! And
within a month, I've come close to inspiring people or rather, inspiring a
mystery! When it comes to inspiration, I am one of those people who always take
cues from successful people and get inspired, but the fact that for some I am
an inspiration, inspires me to grow and be even more free spirited!
Thank you mystery! You just made me feel that this change is
definitely for the better!
